F.A.M.I.L.Y

What is family to you??? Is it that person that who created your flesh and blood? The person who stands next to you "whithin good times AND in bad?" That person that doesn't judge you, and who will pick you up when you're an emotional mess and a complete fuck up???

To me, family is like have a permanent soul mate. The person(s) who understand you when no words are being spoke, who learn to understand your facial expressions, and who feel your pain and happiness at all times. Those are the person(s) who do not judge and who understand that family is thicker than blood. We are those people who will be there for you at the end, to help you up, and help "you "burry that body that's in the back of trunk." They are forgiving, honest, harsh, and mean at times. But at the end of the day, everyones intentions are pure, honest, and loving.

Someone tell me, teach me, how to break the emotional the bond with people who are the key and who are a huge part of your every being...yet they've forgotten love, honestly, and loyelty. Someone please teach me how to to expect and how to let go...

Right now, this is how I feel. I am a crazy woman trying to stay sane. Someone please tell me how you can still love, be passionate and loyal and recieve the same back from others without feeling like you you can barely breathe......